Ready2reid

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So you say... by Ready2reid, literature

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So you say...

I say that I am tried, So you say, "Then go to sleep". But it's not that kind of tired It's one that ends with that final leap. I say that I can't do this, So you tell me, "Just one more day." But every moments painful In the most acute of way. I say that I am sorry, So you ask me, "What ever for?" But I can't bring myself to answer Before I walk straight out that door I ask it why it did this But it won’t answer me I'm speaking to an empty sky Something I can painfully see I ask myself the question, "Why not end it all right now?" But I don't truly have that answer So all that's

The Bearer by Ready2reid, literature

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The Bearer

At first, as he watched her while he stood in the door way, he saw nothing. He saw no sign of emotion, no flicker of pain. At first he was able to hold on to that tiny speck of hope in his heart that this wouldn’t end up like all the other times. Like all the other times he’d had to deliver news like this to someone. However, he also knew that it was too much to hope for. This was the worst news he’d ever had the misfortune of delivering and he held no delusions about that fact. His heart had hope, but his mind did not. After what felt like an hour, he finally saw that switch flip. One moment he was look

Thoughts by Ready2reid, literature

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Thoughts

Some thoughts hold too much power So you cannot help but to cower You cannot will them to go away For their not something that can obey There are thoughts that can bring pain So strong and true that they drain They drain all life and will to live They cost you all but do not give There are thoughts you cannot change To bow to them would not be strange To give in to the hopeless prayer Or to break and no longer care There are thoughts that lead to death Demanding all, till your last breath They break you from the inside out Leave you with a soundless shout Some thought just hold too much power They will lead you to your final hour They wil

One Gloomy Day In October by Ready2reid, literature

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One Gloomy Day In October

It was a gloomy day in October. There were too many clouds blocking out the sun and the wind was too fast and cold. The only thing louder than the traffic in the city zipping by the building was the howling of the wind, joined by the rustling of the leaves still clinging to the trees. She gazed out her window at the people living their life. Oh, how she wished she were one of them. All she wanted was to wake up in the morning, and not regret it. She wanted to want to live, but the world was rarely kind enough to give people what they want. She watched as a group of teenagers walked by, unaware of her stan

In Vain by Ready2reid, literature

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In Vain

I swear my heart’s stopped beating For all I feel is pain It just won’t stop leading All I do in vain I feel like I’ve stopped breathing My lungs have given out I’m choking on this feeling As I try to scream and shout I know my mind’s lost meaning Of trying to even live My mind just won’t stop grieving Has nothing good to give Life is far to cruel, it is just unpleasing So I’ve given up on ever really believing A. Heimby October 7th, 2013

Not Something That I Chose by Ready2reid, literature

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Not Something That I Chose

It isn’t like I chose this Like this is what I wanted It isn’t like I chose to Constantly be haunted I wish that I could stop it Just make it go away But it feels like it won’t stop Forever and always stay It’s not a thing that’s pleasant I would never seek it out Know that I don’t want this Without a single doubt It’s painful and it’s scary I feel like I’ve lost my mind No matter how hard I try Okay’s something I cannot find I don’t want to think of death Like it is my escape I don’t want to doubt that It would be a big mistake I don’t want to day dream About

Another's Shackles by Ready2reid, literature

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Another's Shackles

I tried so hard But in the end I lost Everything in life Comes at a cost Sometimes the debt Is paid by others Sometimes it leaves Crying mothers I had no debt Yet I paid the price I was never the one That rolled the dice I didn’t deserve this Crying to sleep at nights All I ever wanted Was to see the sights To see the world And find some good I never could see any From where I stood I hoped to god I would find a reason To stay around For another season To not give in To that yelling voice That told me repeatedly I had no choice But that voice won out For another’s debt My life the cost Of another’s bet I played it s

I Don't Understand by Ready2reid, literature

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I Don't Understand

I just don't get it Why I even try It's been a decade And I still want to die When I've only lived two Barely made it to one Why haven't I accepted That I am done I've been a shell For too many years I've privately cried Far too many tears I don't understand How I wake up each day Let alone get up From where I lay How I fake a smile And make people see A person that's living Instead of me I look in the mirror And all that's there Is the eyes of a dead girl With an emotionless stair I feel so numb Yet still feel all the pain I keep losing And seem to never gain The world keeps kicking me Even though I'm down I can't find okay Or a way o

I knew better by Ready2reid, literature

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I knew better

I have finally broken Lost all control I knew better But still dug this hole I knew what was needed But just didn’t care I knew better But was lost in despair I let go Of that final thread I knew better But only in my head My heart told me different Told me I had no more fight I knew better But I saw no light I saw it coming For so long I knew better I knew it was wrong I needed help Couldn’t do it on my own I knew better But felt so alone I really did try Fought so hard I knew better But was just so scarred I just couldn’t take it Not any more I knew better But gave up the war I felt myself cracking Tried to stay in

Falter by Ready2reid, literature

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Falter

I can feel my mind is slipping So I try to just hold on But I can’t hold on much longer Any want is far long gone I do it for it’s expected That I’ll try to fight to stay But I can feel I’m slipping I can’t keep this fall at bay I long ago gave in To the fact that I will lose You can’t hold on forever With this many a mental bruise You have to want to live Be able to put up the fight You have to keep on hoping One day you’ll see the light But when you’re in the darkness With no one to lead the way You’ll be shrouded in a blackness Even in the light of day You have to see to hold And f

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If You Ever Come Back - part 9 by Black-Rose-117, literature

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If You Ever Come Back - part 9

I sighed as I zipped up my duffle bag of stuff, unsure of really where I was heading. I didn't have the money to go live anywhere other than some shitty, run down apartment, and that was if I got a deal. Why did I have to go fuck everything up? What was with me? Something deep inside me told me it was Sherlock's fault, fucking me up to the point where I just wanted someone to cling to, and who was to say that was wrong? Sherlock messed me up, and now I'm just a broken shell of who I used to be. There was a quiet knock on the door and I couldn't hide the bag in time before Greg pushed the door open. "Look, John, I just wanted to say-" He paus

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Oct 22
Canada
Deviant for 12 years
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I also write fan fictions over on FanFiction . Net under my pen name, A. Heimby.

Favourite Movies

Sherlock Holmes

Favourite TV Shows

Criminal Minds, Sherlock Holmes, The Mentalsit, New Girl, Hart of Dixie, and dozens more

Favourite Books

Pride and Prejudice, Sherlock Holmes, Gone Series, The Book Of AWESOME

Favourite Writers

Michael Grant, Sir Aurther Connan Doyal, Jane Austen

Favourite Games

WOW, Fable

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Runnning, film, photography, Writing, etc.

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Ready2reid

Jun 8, 2012

Graduation!!

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I'm graduating this weekend!!! :) Well at least the ceremony and banquet are this weekend so I don't think I'll be getting any writing done, plus I have to study Sunday for a Physics practice Diploma on Monday. (At least it's no worth 50% of my final grade like my real diploma) but then after that I will have time to write finally! I am planning on another Words Can... as well as another, Ill be there for him, so if you liked those ones keep a look out next weekend, maybe even mid week. I'm so excited for Saturday!!  XD Forever I am S.H.E.R locked, A. Heimby

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Ready2reid

May 28, 2012

Dancing and Thinking!

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I'll be trying my best to write quite a bit more in the next weeks so the tv is not a distraction from all the work I have to do to get ready for my Physics and Math 30 Pure diplomas! Also I will try to go through more of my old poems and put more up! As it is right now I am dancing while sitting on my bed with my laptop on top of my pillow and thinking! Not the best idea but it is so much fun!! Dancing and Singing, A. Heimby

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Ready2reid

May 26, 2012

First One :)

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So every time I go one my profile page I can't help but look at the empty journal entry part so i decided that I would write t least one. I mostly use deviontART to read other peoples stuff, but I have recently started writing my own little fanfics, and I decided to put up some of my less personal poems. I guess I will see what people think of my writing, if they can even find it. I still don't know how to submit things to groups :( Anyway, Ta ta for now!                                                                                                                                                                                          